I really didn't mean to neglect this journal like I have. No, it's not that I've been too busy. It's actually the complete opposite. I hardly ever leave my room. Everyone seems to think that I'm depressed or something. I wouldn't really say that. I've always been a social hermit... just not as much as I am now. I probably could go out more often but I don't have my driver's license. I always fear that my friends will think I'm just using them if I ask them for rides to various places (not that they'd actually let me know). So most of the time I don't bother to ask unless its absolutely necessary. I've been reminded multiple times that I'm pretty much a burden. In summary, I don't do anything so I have nothing to write about.